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Man; for new years, I want to be that person I've dreamt of being. Someone others can rely on, trust, and be able to talk to. I want to have enough potential to life my life the fullest and share it with others.I want everyone happy, I want everyone to smile and have a blast..I want things to be the way they should be..
I was doing my history homework..Did 3 chapters and, I realized that a lot of people have been trying to take over the country..Germany wanted to own Russia and America, It all needs to stop. I believe that everyone should learn that everyone is human and has needs and wants..I don't know why some people have problems..I know one thing, there should be more woah that guy got his head blown off on Saw the game >.> brutal..
This is how things should be, I love wireless keyboards..I can write without loosing track of words, I can sit back and type. You know what I want the most in the world, everyone and my happiness to be complete even in death. I want my death to be fast..I want to die happy, and be grateful for the things I have done. I want to feel like i'm floating on clouds..This saw game is so kick a**, its just like the movies but your playing it..Epic stuff. Ohhh..I got this great coffee mug..its just like a boughten mug but its plastic and washable..so nice e.e
I still have homework left to do...I'm far behind in History because, well it's easy but I still have issues finding the answer to the question that it asks. If I had help I would be set to go but damn. I want to take more pictures, I kind of want a digital camera again. man, my life will get better I know it..I won't feel like a hallow empty shell, I don't know why I feel this way..I keep thinking I know but It wont come to mind. I feel selfish, like I betray people..I'll try to make them laugh and smile and have a brighter day but I only make people happy for my entertainment.
I don't know about you, but I feel so happy. I feel smart though i'm not..I just feel smart because maybe I can over come this stupidity called suicide. I mean really, do I HAVE to have emotions like that? Suicide is over rated and stupid. Makes me feel weak and stupid. Dude my dad is amazing at this game..its entertaining to watch. Ha, purple elephants makes the wise man happy :] ah ah ahhh! idk random fact i thought of. I love colors. Without colors, life would be so boring and dull..Colors bring life to the world. but you know what I love most...wireless keyboards..i can relax and just type..its epic.
You know what, i feel like celebrating new years. I'm gonna make my new years awesome. and if i don't i'll make sure I keep myself standing for the many months to come. I hope I graduate school; it would be pretty awesome, you know what i love the most, I love being able to type these words..A keyboard is my pride man..Can't take away the keyboard..never..not in a million years..nuu..-=hugs keyboard=- It's so glorious.ahhh
I may have to log off again, that would suck, I wanna play tetris and pac man. some pole position sounds good too. I don't like dig dug much..too retro for me. I like Mappy, a lot of people never heard of it but yeah. god i love the light my eyes feel better. dark hurts my eyes really bad. Yeah, you know I can say I'm content with my life right now, I would be better if I didn't have so much stress in my life..I like inspiration. wow, I want to watch Invader Zim. I feel weird like, I feel like I wanna play tic tac toe. Man some people just ruin my fun. Total life loving kill. talking about my dad. I call him tuckers...Yeah..Tuckers.
Tuckers can be pretty rude, he flirts with my friends..Reason why I have more male friends..I don't like how guys think you have to be more than friends..What's wrong with friends? Why do I have to date you? Why do I have to kiss you? I mean, I don't get why men let their little awkward feelings take over. I'll flirt with people, but i wont date th em...i don't like dating..I'm Asexual when it comes to that..Asexual is one who wont date any gender. I'm gonna spend my old life with people that care. wow family guy xD Love it ahhh well, this was fun. Christmas is annoying now. Ahh Merry Chirstmas people. it's almost 12am. hm..I like crab more than shrimp.-