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why why cant i just say its in the past
what happened happened
i knew it could never last
when it happened it was the best
but now i see life put me to the test
and i failed below the rest

she was.
right there infront of my eyes
she was..
there with no other guys
she was...
the best thing that happened to me
no matter how hard i try i have thoughts of suicide

why cant i just get her out of my head
other guys just want her in bed
while i sit here and dread
why cant i forget about her in my life
dreams of her being my wife

she was.
right there infront of my eyes
she was..
there with no other guys
she was...
the best thing that happened to me
no matter how hard i try i have thoughts of suicide

i wish that she would like me
but now that i see
that that can never be
because she dosnt feel the way i do to her unto me
i want to just get down on one knee
and ask her if she will be.....

she was.
right there infront of my eyes
she was..
there with no other guys
she was...
the best thing that happened to me
no matter how hard i try i have thoughts of suicide

thoughts of suicide!!!!!!!
thoughts of sui cide!!!!!!!!
just one request get me off this crazy ride while i still have my pride