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betrayed, annoyed
feel like i was used as a toy
a simple by pass decoy
lifes been passing me by
each day was just another lie

i talked you you!!!!1
i promised things ive never done before
but you still left me alone
now all i am is stoned!!!!!!!

and i!! never wanted this reality
i!!!!!!!!!!! never thought of confidentiality
i will!!!!!! stand here waiting no matter how long you are hateing
ill be here thinking of you!!!!!!!

5 weeks countless time together
spening time outside in the weather
but that one day
brought you to say
there is now way that day was just like a holiday!!!

i never wanted this reality!!!!!!
i cry behind the face of anxiety
i cant feel anything anymore
cause of that **********

and now i know............
that when a girl is williing to show
just turn around and go.
turn around and gooooooooo

i never wanted it
i never wanted that
i never thought it would be
sitting there under a tree
backyard and her mopms not home
trying not to remember whether we were stoned
all i know is that.......

she left me alone!!!!!!!!!!!
alone!!!!!!!!!!
alone!!!!!!!