How strange....
This path Ich had been walking
In my distant memory
I think I remmeber being surrounded in life
Covered in adventure
sounds and emotions
flooding from every direction
like a enternal melody of love, trust, unity
When did it become so silent?
nothing lies on the sides of this road
It is barren and desolent
Was it always like this?
I never remembered straying...
Ich know nothing awaits me at the end of this path
That suddenly Ich seem to be journeying alone
And maybe it is just me
Is meine vision impared now?
Like a horse wearing blinders,
Am Ich oblivious,
am Ich numb,
to the world around me...?
Ich dont know
Ich am still trying to muster
enough of who I used to be
To find the strength to care
Maybe Ich was left behind
Maybe meine emotions
meine family
raced ahead before me
Or found another path
In that moment Ich blinked
And when meine eyes opened
Ich could see them
Their smiles
but Ich couldnt mimic them
As if Ich were stuck to look on
beyond the glass
That blocked the sounds and emotions
the waves of feelings
But though Ich can not feel
Ich can not hurt as well
There is nein sadness
There is nein longing
There is nein tears
Ich knew my emotions pestered them
This is improvement
Maybe they will smile some more for me
Though Ich can no longer feel the fluttering of meine heart
It takes tremendous effort to laugh
For Ich really see nein point
As long as the pain is gone
Ich shall quietly embrace the numbness
With open arms
Ich dont have to be happy to be alive
