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When people meet me and talk to me, they usually realize that I'm not your normal girl. Throught the conversation they will normally aquire a sence that I am either crazy or exstremly depressed. It sounds strange, but it just really depends on what mood I am in.

So what makes me so different? Hmm... let me think about that..... first off, I'm not different because nobody is the same. Everyone is "different". So what makes me me? Well... I'm a girl gamer, and in Southern Ohio, that will throw people off a bit. lol. I'm a "Gothic" Christian, if you will. I hate stereotypes, but that is usually the only way to get it acrossed. I go to a non-denominational Christian church and I am usually dressed in some form of black or dark clothing. I'm obsessed with Lord of the Rings because of the story, not because of how hot the characters are. I've read all the books and know more information about Lord of the Rings then my homeroom teacher, who teaches Lord of the Rings in his Freshman English class.

I'm different... you are different... I don't want to be like you. People that claim to be "so gothic" because they listen to Marylin Manson. Music doesn't make a person gothic. They think that a goth must be stubborn, dark, morbid, and depressed. That is not true. Goths are truely artsy people who have exepted the bad in this world and choose to make the best of it. Black is not a depressing color to them, it is an encouragment. It should remind them of the evil in this world. Death, war, murder, etc. There is enough people who look only at the good in the world to hide the evil. Those people pretend like there is no evil in the world and then become terrified mentally and possibly spiritually when they see a person wearing all black, or being in the dark.

Has humanity ever just really pissed you off? Yeah, me too.