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I have a bad habit.
It can be both a bad & good habit. I look to far forward to often, I worry about things yet to happen because I know they're going to happen one day.

But on the other hand, the good habit is that I prep I plan an go forward as I go. In saying this I am thinking about the title of this entry in my journal/ talking as Im a bit anxious, scared, worried, not wanting to call this a journal entry per-say.

I DO NOT WANT TO JINX MYSELF. I know I have prayers by Gaia Friends/
Friends/ Coworkers as well as my own though I myself am much less religious then I was as a teenager many moons ago. I APPRECIATE EVERY ONE OF YOU❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I know tomorrow evening can go either of 3 ways....or a 4th way.

-Good ( I apologize to the parties involved at work & made a commitment to working with them all to get work done an keep things as smooth sailing as possible. Hopefullythey will accept. )

- Bad ( I will be wrote up by my Boss an be bothered for a time till everything cools down between myself & them. )

- Ultra Good ( My "Strange/ Life/ Luck works one more time an everything chills with me an them for a while an I have no worries for a bit." wink I WILL CELEBRATE, if this course comes to pass.

- Ultra Bad ........ ( Fired... from my longest running job so far in my life 9+ years will be 10 if I start next year in my workplace ) I WILL BE VEEEEERY DEPRESSED. crying crying crying crying

So please remember me, prayers, good thoughs, good wishes Ill not ask for anything else, except Hugs Hugggggggggggggggg❤️ emotion_hug