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<center> Happy Birthday To Me~!
Part One
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Yay~! At 3:31am I offically became 17~! heart
Eh...I didn't wake up until 7 somethin this morning 'cause my head was pounding and my little brother was upset 'cause he overslept. Luckily our older cousin came and took him to school so now I have the house all to myself~!
I had...quiet a pounding headache when I woke up this morning gonk The same one I had last time....heck, the past few days for that matter. I took some meds, layed down and slept for another hour and now I feel fine. I finished that test I had in Algebra 2, but now I gotta finish yesterdays homework and all those essay questions from American lit class crying I was to depressed yesterday when I came home but I'm not now~! whee
I gotta be happy for me. Cutting ish now good, not health, and I'm sick of trying to cover teh marks xp I have things I can be happy for, and reasons to wanna live (ie~Onii-san who has helped me lots with this issue heart ).
I feel so happy today~! In just another year, I wonder if things will be the same? I wonder what I'ma do when I turn 18...I don't even know how to go to the courts and get my money sweatdrop my mom will be takin me through it though, I'm givin her atleast $3000. Unless she is still stengy this year 'cause if so she's only gettin $1000. I'm scared to go to the courts again 'cause the men who were the judges I had to see looked so mean. gonk
I was suppose to get my hair done today, sweatdrop but my cousin seems to have an attitude so I'ma make my mom *try* to straighten it tonight. 3nodding
I'm just so happy~and no Greg to ruin my birthday like the selfish jerk did last year~ whee
I'm runnin around in circles and for the first time in a while I feel like...this light in my heart, overshadowing all that darkness and takin over. sweatdrop I know that sounds like, but thats how I feel heart '
On RO I have just one more level to get~! Then I can wear that big ribbon Magi got me~! Ish so pretty ::sighs dreamily:: Ish niceness of him to get; yesh~we are back together now. surprised
Sephy ish teh hawtness~! ::tackles:: whee Teh bestness...who is odd and yet friggin awesome at teh same time~!
Slasher ish... sweatdrop I don't think he wants to be bothered with me anymore. But thats alrigh, I don't want it to happen but if it does it does. I can't feel sad 'cause someone doesn't want me 'cause I have aload of other people who do whee Although I really wanted things to be otherwise....
Onii-san~! whee heart Onii-san is so great in to many ways~! I can't wait to meet ja~! Ish many more things I want to say...but can't, stare because some people who read this journal get all depressed when I say I love my Onii-san.
Bleh~I'ma take a shower...after I get another job level on RO wink heart
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