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Unknown Desire

I just wanted to tell you what will happen
And all I wanted was to be your freind

even though the truth is hidden behind my eyes
even you can see the truth behind them, realize

its a matter of time, a matter of the truth given
my life repeats itself just to be relived, unforgiven

i'm lost in a world of insanity, forever walking this path
i run and i run but i cant get away, away from my wrath

its like a chapter book, just turn to the next page
you might not like it, so i look at my own rage

forever stuck with this feeling of unknown power
blood spatters everywhere, almost like a shower

twisting with the hands of time, forced to be my fate
killing only of the things and people of which i hate

whispers enter my mind, detirmined to find a cure
trying to keep on living with my heart ever so pure

i take the things i hate, destroy them violently
i walk the face of this planet ever so silently

no one seems to notice the things i feel
i doubt that they would think its real

then they see it, their own nightmare begins to unfold
right infront of their own eyes, their bodies getting old

they cant seem to get away, they must watch it take place
i stand up on the roof tops, but never do you see my face

i watched everything that happened, yet i remember nothing
i finished the journey, never did i ever want to bacome a king

simple words softly spoken, forever lost in the worlds time
and yet i have to pay even though i didnt commit the crime

i saw you there standing, i see the single tear fall from your eye
never thought that i would see it happen, i watched you cry

i didnt see you cry when they had said that i have died
i did not die,and so you think that they have but lied

never did i want you to go away, i still regret that day
the bullet peirced your heart, in my arms lifeless you lay

i promised that i would get them for what they had done
they had thought i was through only when i just begun

my time is never ending, untill i fulfill my promise
then i will be ready to rest, become as cold as ice

then will we meet again, or will it never end
all i ever wanted was to become your friend

what will happen when my time will come to its end?
will i be there with you, and will you be my friend?

what happens if we dont meet, or if this never ends?
will we find each other, and will we become friends?

but as for now, my time continues to run
time never runs out, its only just begun