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yet again I have fallen and now I question my self worth I am here alone I have done harm that wasn't meant to harm and I have in doing so shattered my self I feel as though I should be blind folded and shot were I stand however death is far to good a path for me so there is no hope but for me to try to continue on hoping I can make the harm I have done and repair it my I once again fix the wings of the person I hurt for there wings are the only one who can lift me up again in my time they met so much to me I find that I have never cared so much that all my pain ever experienced I have completely deserved even for hurting them for an instant god forgive me for what I have done