"Define 'normal'"
Do you ever get thr feeling,
that nobody understands you?
I do.
Do you ever get the feeling,
that nobody ubderstands why you do it?
I do.
Do you ever get the feeling,
that nobody understands you, period?
I do.
Have you ever confronted your father,
and told him straight out,
what you have felt about him,
for the past six years?
I just did.
Have you ever have your father
distrust you and not believe you?
I have.
Have you ever had your father
say goodbye to you
in that one way
that just breaks your heart?
I did.
Do you ever get thr feeling,
that nobody understands you?
I do.
Do you ever get the feeling,
that nobody ubderstands why you do it?
I do.
Do you ever get the feeling,
that nobody understands you, period?
I do.
Have you ever confronted your father,
and told him straight out,
what you have felt about him,
for the past six years?
I just did.
Have you ever have your father
distrust you and not believe you?
I have.
Have you ever had your father
say goodbye to you
in that one way
that just breaks your heart?
I did.
"Windows to your soul"
If your eyes are the windows to your soul,
then what are the eyelids sopuse to be?
what are your tears suposed to be?
What are your eyelashes suposed to be?
what are your eyebrows suposed to be?
And if your eyes are the windows to your soul,
then where is the door to your soul suposed to be?
And if your eyes are the windows to your soul,
the what is your soul?
"I am"
A lover.
I am....
A boxer
A pacifist
I am....
A football player.
A soccer player.
I am....
A dreamer.
A deep sleeper.
I am....
Kind.
Gentle.
Harsh.
Both.
Neither.
Optimistic.
I am....
Funny.... I think
Willing to get down and dirty.
I am....
Relaxed.
I am....
Genuine,
Original.
I am....
Neither an introvert,
Nor an ectrovert.
I am....
Tall,
and short.
Fat,
and skinny.
I am....
Artistic.
Athletic.
I am....
A women,
A girl,
A young women,
A baby.
I am....
A child....
At heart.
I am....
Black.
White.
I am....
Purposeful,
and purposeless.
I am....
Bold.
Laid back.
Pointless.
With merit,
And without merit.
I am....
Someone who has something good to say.
Someone who has nothing to say at all.
I am....
Without wisdom
With wisdom.
I am....
Without power over myself.
With power over myself.
Without power over others.
With power over others.
Then without powers over others,
all over again.
I am....
Out of control.
In control.
Spiraling upward.
Spiraling downward.
Then spiraling downward,
all over again.
Stopped.
I am....
Falling.
Flying.
Doing nothing.
I am...
Doing everything...
EVERYTHING!
I am.....
Fighting for nothing,
then,
fighting for everything.
I am....
Fighting for a cause.
With all my heart,
then,
being told my cause was a joke.
I am....
Not a loser.
Or a winner.
I am....
Beauty.
Ugliness.
I am....
Faithful.
Generous... I think.
Colorful.
I am...
Slow,
and fast,
I am....
Always in control
of my own destiny.
Yet,
seem never to be
in control
Of my own destiny.
I am....
Diffrent....
Always diffrent,
and strangely,
always the same.
Yet,
always Diffrent.
I am....
My
Own
Self
I am....
Lonely.
I am....
Me.
I am...
An I.
I am not
A person that hates.
I am....
My
Own
Self
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"I am not in need of the comfort if having the fake answers to the unanswerable questions given to me in the form of believing in a higher power."
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