Its been a VERY long day... Mom won't let me sleep...
so these poems are off the top of my head...
I'm not gonna press backspace, so here we go.
"Do you remember?"
Do you remember?
When we first met?
I do.
Do you remember?
Our very first conversation?
I do.
Do you remember?
When you said you loved me?
When I said I loved you?
I do.
Do you remember?
When you said “I do.”?
And I thought you said no?
I do.
Do you remember?
When you abused me?
I don’t.
Because it never happened.
But the truth is, with my last gasping breath,
I would say sorry to you for putting you through my tragedy,
Through the worrying,
But if you want me to,
I can make it end.
I just need you to bend,
Just a little bit,
Bend your lifestyle for me,
Or else, just leave it be,
And see to our departing,
We will…. Never speak again.
But always remember,
That I did and still do,
Love you
"Today is over."
Usually I cry,
And don’t stop all day.
You are my fear
My dread
S’like your under my bed.
Just waiting.
Waiting for me,
So you can pop out,
And scare me.
But not today.
Today I’m gonna smile,
No troubles will pile,
Today I’m gonna be happy,
Not all depressed and sappy,
But today…
Well today is over.
"Untitled #1"
Aw screw you
No wait,
******** you,
And no,
I don’t want to,
And no,
I didn’t mean sex
And yes,
I would never ******** you,
And yes,
I meant it in a rude manner.
For you see,
I hate your ******** guts right now.
I hate my own,
I hate hers
I hate his,
But most of all,
I hate yours mommy.
I hate you!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!!
And I mean it.
Sure I cry because you have cancer,
But I don’t feel sorry for you,
Its because if you die,
I have to leave EVERYBODY and EVERYTHING here,
And go to Canada.
Now I like Canada,
But to live with CAROLINE?
No. Not my sister,
Please no,
I’ll even beg GOD that I don’t go there,
That’s just WAY to much to bear,
Living with my sister,
And her own mister,
Sex sex sex,
That’s what it smells like there,
That’s just WAY to much to bear,
I’ll even beg GOD that I don’t go there,
I’ll even beg GOD that I don’t go THERE….
God…. I hate you too.
"Time stopped"
S'like slow motion now,
S'like my life in the blink of an eye,
oh wait,
it is.
I was just yelling at you mommy, yelling because
you were yelling at me.
And I slaped you, but you grabbed my shirt and pushed,
i fell down the stairs, all the while
the only thought in my head,
was 'BAM' and 'Game over'
i wish i had a clover,
four leafed, good luck
cause mabye it would not have happened,
if luck were to be on my side.
When you pushed, everything turned slow,
and next thing i know,
its tomorrow, and everything is beeping at me,
and doctors are there,
what did you do? I try to speak
but nothing comes out.
you son of a b***h you,
go rot in hell you b***h,
WHAT? you stand and just itch
the top of you head,
while im lying on my death bed,
i hope you DIE,
and i hope you FRY
in a fire, big and with flames,
now who's playing games?
so these poems are off the top of my head...
I'm not gonna press backspace, so here we go.
"Do you remember?"
Do you remember?
When we first met?
I do.
Do you remember?
Our very first conversation?
I do.
Do you remember?
When you said you loved me?
When I said I loved you?
I do.
Do you remember?
When you said “I do.”?
And I thought you said no?
I do.
Do you remember?
When you abused me?
I don’t.
Because it never happened.
But the truth is, with my last gasping breath,
I would say sorry to you for putting you through my tragedy,
Through the worrying,
But if you want me to,
I can make it end.
I just need you to bend,
Just a little bit,
Bend your lifestyle for me,
Or else, just leave it be,
And see to our departing,
We will…. Never speak again.
But always remember,
That I did and still do,
Love you
"Today is over."
Usually I cry,
And don’t stop all day.
You are my fear
My dread
S’like your under my bed.
Just waiting.
Waiting for me,
So you can pop out,
And scare me.
But not today.
Today I’m gonna smile,
No troubles will pile,
Today I’m gonna be happy,
Not all depressed and sappy,
But today…
Well today is over.
"Untitled #1"
Aw screw you
No wait,
******** you,
And no,
I don’t want to,
And no,
I didn’t mean sex
And yes,
I would never ******** you,
And yes,
I meant it in a rude manner.
For you see,
I hate your ******** guts right now.
I hate my own,
I hate hers
I hate his,
But most of all,
I hate yours mommy.
I hate you!
I hate you!!
I hate you!!!
And I mean it.
Sure I cry because you have cancer,
But I don’t feel sorry for you,
Its because if you die,
I have to leave EVERYBODY and EVERYTHING here,
And go to Canada.
Now I like Canada,
But to live with CAROLINE?
No. Not my sister,
Please no,
I’ll even beg GOD that I don’t go there,
That’s just WAY to much to bear,
Living with my sister,
And her own mister,
Sex sex sex,
That’s what it smells like there,
That’s just WAY to much to bear,
I’ll even beg GOD that I don’t go there,
I’ll even beg GOD that I don’t go THERE….
God…. I hate you too.
"Time stopped"
S'like slow motion now,
S'like my life in the blink of an eye,
oh wait,
it is.
I was just yelling at you mommy, yelling because
you were yelling at me.
And I slaped you, but you grabbed my shirt and pushed,
i fell down the stairs, all the while
the only thought in my head,
was 'BAM' and 'Game over'
i wish i had a clover,
four leafed, good luck
cause mabye it would not have happened,
if luck were to be on my side.
When you pushed, everything turned slow,
and next thing i know,
its tomorrow, and everything is beeping at me,
and doctors are there,
what did you do? I try to speak
but nothing comes out.
you son of a b***h you,
go rot in hell you b***h,
WHAT? you stand and just itch
the top of you head,
while im lying on my death bed,
i hope you DIE,
and i hope you FRY
in a fire, big and with flames,
now who's playing games?
Now that I have ended my day. Goodnight. hope your nightmares dwell.
