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God Forsaken Right now I write this from a library computer since I can't go on the net at home and i'm in ****** pain. I woke up about to puke in pain with every step. Sad part is I'm used to it. Honestly i don;t even know why i get up. Hell, I'd have put a bullet in my head by now but i swore to someone that i wouldn't kill myself (Thanks bh! rofl* ) and now i'm stuck. The problem is, nothing good in my god forsaken existence ever happens. I hate my family, hate my school (Never go to Murrow trust me) hate the people around me and now all i could feel now is pain since i blocked out all emotions months ago. I'm gonna stop typing now since nobody wants to here me b***h about something they don't care about but don't worry. You'll never meet me in life. I'm just gonna fade into the background of this chaotic hell of world waiting to die

Posted by: AnotherNoName Tue Jan 23, 2007 @ 06:47pm

This is what i just dont get. All you bloody ******** pricks are ******** retarded. You just have to make one damn Decision. It's either be just or be dead and my knife in your throat's telling me you made the wrong damn choice- The Other NoName, Zealot

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Sprinkled_Prankster
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Commented on: Wed Jan 24, 2007 @ 07:37pm


	Okay my last comment was way to pompus. Justin, you have a good head on your shoulders and your only 14. You got plenty of time to live and plenty of time to kill yourself, jk, but emotions are something that humands have to make them stronger and also be their weakeness. When you blocked out your emotions you only made yourself stronger, but less human. Maybe its better for you that way, since you say your life sucks so badly, but I say, get your a** to Midwood and I won't pick on ya anymore,(and you know how hard that is for me)Just stop all this death talk 'kay? You'll have plenty of it when you're old.