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God Forsaken
Right now I write this from a library computer since I can't go on the net at home and i'm in ******** pain. I woke up about to puke in pain with every step. Sad part is I'm used to it. Honestly i don;t even know why i get up. Hell, I'd have put a bullet in my head by now but i swore to someone that i wouldn't kill myself (Thanks b***h! rofl ) and now i'm stuck. The problem is, nothing good in my god forsaken existence ever happens. I hate my family, hate my school (Never go to Murrow trust me) hate the people around me and now all i could feel now is pain since i blocked out all emotions months ago. I'm gonna stop typing now since nobody wants to here me b***h about something they don't care about but don't worry. You'll never meet me in life. I'm just gonna fade into the background of this chaotic hell of world waiting to die
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