Wow, it's been so long since I posted anything here...
Well, life continues to be complicated and is made even more so by the emergence of trouble with my heart. It races and just generally goes crazy. That's been since Novemeber. Things have not improved on the relationship front, as they are as complicated as ever and I'm holding out very little hope for it.
I've done my grad school applications, and those are hopeful. I'm still scared, but I should be hearing back in a month or so about those. I'm hoping for Brock, but I'll take anything I can get at this point.
Hrmm... What else? My thesis is coming along slowly; I have to defend it on Saturday, and that promises to be loads of fun. Then I get to have movie night and just.... wait. For things not to happen, while I hope that they do.
Things are getting strained between my mother and I again. I just get so tired of her lecturing me about things she doesn't understand. She doesn't think I work hard enough. She's already griping about grad school stuff, and I'm just sick of it. No wonder I'm trying to get the hell out of the province and away from her! But she doesn't see that. Maybe some day she will, as hurtful as it is, and she realize that some her well meant "talking" was her preaching, and she'll realize that she had no idea what she had been preaching about. I mean, I'm an *honours* student on my way to *grad* school; does she realize how few people get to do this? No. She gripes and howls at me for not applying for a scholarship in October when I was swamped and over loaded, and didn't qualify for the bloody thing. Gee, thanks Mom. A little late for that, but I appreciate the guilt...
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