A pressing statement to much of my life. Why?
Why do I always submit myself to pursuing that which is unobtainable?
Why in the world am I a pre-pharm/graphics design major?
Why haven't I made rice for dinner yet?
Kathy was doing more musing last night after the party over at Ben's and while we were on the computers, the power went out. More relationship stuffs... honestly, it almost makes me sad to listen to sometimes, hearing people talk about the joy they derive from having a significant other to share their pain and happiness with.
Their 5 year anniversary of going out with one another is next Friday. While I'm at the speech and debate retreat out to Trischa's condo at the beach, Kenny will be visiting for the weekend. Much kudos to them... but she had me help her plan out a nice, romantic evening. Each little moment, I wanted to picture for myself whenever I had someone... but that's not happening now obviously.
Love is a beautiful, terrible thing.
While the power was out, I couldn't find my cell phone, so I had Heavens Exile/Kalec/Oliver-niichan call it for me, and we spent nearly an hour discussing possible Fanime stuffies. He believes I meant he wouldn't recognize me in my gaian av. Nope. I mean, he won't recognize me in my... other... cosplay.
As he says, we'll see.
In w007 news, he also FINALLY gave me a nice piccy of himself, so now we're even. xd
 Aquafire · Sun Oct 10, 2004 @ 03:14am · 2 Comments |
