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another poem i wrote
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All of Me
(Feb. 23, 2007)

My love are you too blind to see
Who I am
All of me
Of course you see my face so fine
A heart which yearns to make you mine

But within my heart darkness lies
Muffling out my painful cries
It strives to kill only you
To turn my world black and blue

My only hope
To turn away
And fight this battle everyday

I plead to you
My angel love
The reason to live
A gift from above
To leave this place
Take back your grace
And forget all that you see

For who I am
All of me
This bond of three
My trinity
The darkness of the demon’s hate
The Cetra’s light and love
And me
The girl who fights
To control them both
To keep my spirit free

Perhaps one day I’ll have control
And live how I believe
But for now I plead to you
“Just leave!”
For I can no longer contain
The darker part of me

So please
Turn away
Leave this place
Forget all that you see
Forget our love
And all of me
The girl who loved you so

A love between us beats so true
I kill myself to part with you
As my world turns deeper blue then black
Without your arms to hold me back

But still I cannot lie
I’d rather have this than to see your demise
As my darkness claims your head
A prize

So leave me here
In the abyss of night
While I remain to continue the fight
For the romance I hold so true
Against the darker part of me
The coveted prize
My angel
You