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For me, so far, life has been good. My father has only choked me once, and it was only for two seconds so technically it wasn't choking, I got to go to a fancy restaurant for my birthday, I got a surprise party for it, I got to see STOMP! And, my family's starting to treat me better, so what reason do I have to be upset? None at all...but for some reason, I just can't get over him...I mean, I can't stop thinking about him or loving him, but he's already moved on, and he's getting married to another girl, the one that he left me for. I want him to be happy, yes I do, that's what loving somebody is all about, wishing only happiness upon them. My only question is this, does he care enough about me to actually want for me to be happy as well, I mean...it just...it...doesn't seem like it.