So today is the one year mark that my grandma passed away. I was up at 3am crying my eyes out and dont even remember turning my lamp off to go to bed but I was awoken by my sister telling me that my great grandpa passed away at 8 this morning. Now two people I love share the same day of death crying I was weepy and meloncoly all day and tryed many times to talk to my bf about what was going on. He however decided to go out and get wasted today and lie to me about what he was doing. So after many failed attempts to get ahold of him some girl answers his phone and tells me hes on a bench wasted in some park and his dad wont come get him but said to call the cops. I hear him throwing up in the background and get way mad. After all Id been going through today he was off getting wasted with some chick! I almost told her to go ahead and call the cops but figured I didnt know the whole story. So now I get to confront him in the morning about why he was out drinking underaged with some girl on a school night. *sigh* I feel like I must have done somthing to piss God off. That or I have really bad karma v.v
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