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	Me & Ryu
	Me & Ryu


Okkkk. Me & Him I geuss we are doing great. I can't say we are & I can't say we ain't because well he hasn't been on. I'm scared. He hurt me. I don't want him to do it again. If he does.... Let's just say I won't post another journal entry. I love him sooooo much. crying I'm afraid to get hurt. We had some great times before. We were extremely close. I wish we could get a bit more closer. Every single time I think of before I start to cry. I want us to be the way we were all over again. "yesterday i talk to my wounderfull girl that i met on here for like two hours. it love her so much and even know we live miles apart i still love and i that she loves me. she is smart and kind and fun to talk to i cant wait to meet her it is so exciteing. well i love you lisa and i miss u with all my heart. heart heart " Wasn't that sweet? It was a long time ago... Before Ryu cheated on me. God, I remeber that... I almost ended up in the hospital... Tragic, really.... && I remember I was pissed off at him for what seemed like ever. And then whenever I seen that he was happy with Wonny. I couldn't stand it. I cried for months. Until,,,, he got on one day. I kept my cool. I didn't let nothing get to me (almost a year later). Until he said "Wonny left me for some punk." Here was my chance... My boyfriend ,Matt, just broke up with me. We started talking && A few minutes later we are dating again. I'm happy.... Until I think of what happened before. Could I trust him? What if it happened again? What would happen to me? Would I survive the next time? He keeps telling me he isn't going to cheat again. But I looked on his youtube video and some other things. He has cheated on a lot of girls. But if he cheats on me again. Well one of us might not survive. But wish me luck. That this relationship will last. heart crying heart crying www.myspace.com/cheetahgirl1994 cheetahgirls733@yahoo.com cheetahgirls733@hotmail.com x_emo_boy_lover_x · Thu Dec 20, 2007 @ 03:42am · 0 Comments


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