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It's about 3:30 AM. My house completely stenches of marijuana. All because of my stupid brother. Remember the one that got kicked out of my father's house? Well, now, it's stay somewhere, but he came over my house. He said that he doesn't want to stay here. So, he's just "visiting" right now.
More like ******** up his and my life!
Okay, well... As I thought, he stopped smoking weed. But, since he got kicked out, he's back into it again. Meaning that he's over here smoking it, because my mother lets him! Can you ******** believe it? -- A mother, that lets her son smoke pot in her own house?!?! That's ******** messed-up! I refuse to get in that "world"! I'm already too deep into it thanks to him and my mother. I hate marijuana! I seen what has done, and what it is doing... So, I want nothing of it! I am too intelligent for that s**t. I even stopped drinking, and I didn't do that much! It's idiotic and pathetic!
There are many, and better ways of getting happy.
He comes to my house and smokes pot every weekend, and sometimes on the weekdays. I want, so badly, to move out of my mother's house, but to where? Swallow my pride and move back to my father's? Hell no! I would rather live on the ******** street! Should I stay here and suck it up? (no puns intended on that) Hell no! If I stay here, I know that I'll fight it, and fight it... But, sooner or later my will power will fall, and I will become a pot-smoking vegetable! So, where do I live? I have no one else! I would like to live with my grandmother, but my father would like that... I would LOVE to live with my Wiccan cousin!!! And, I told her about this problem... And she was like, "Well, I don't think your father and mother won't like that" EERRRG! My father doesn't have to know, because I don't talk to him. And, my mother will have to ******** accept it, because right now... She is not being a good parent!! And, I think my cousin would love for me to live with her! So, right now... My brother is in my room, pasted out on my couch. Lovely, isn't it?
And, his three friends are in my back room smoking pot (where the washer and dryer is).
[sarcasim]And the best part of it, is that the smoke from the pot is going through the vent! So, I can smell the wonderful marijuana![/sarcasim] stare
Well, I asked my brother (before he pasted out) if he and his friend's where going to come over. He said, "I dunno... Maybe". If he does, I'mma call up my cousin and ask her if I could spend the night. Well... I dunno... Because, if I leave then they'll come in my room, and trash it. Making it smell like pot, and mess it up! Then, I'll ******** go off on my mother and my brother!
I've been nice so far, but now... I'm not playing anymore games.
This is my life. And, I want the best for it.
Whether my brother wants to ******** up his!
 -FadedxSapphire- · Sat May 12, 2007 @ 08:58am · 7 Comments |
