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tuesday 12.00 noon.

I'm in class and it's almost lunch time. For the whole day I've been depressed and angry. I actually have no idea why. It feels like I'm all alone in class. No one pays attention to me. I like that. I like being ignored. I like being different.

At school we have different groups of people. We have the Emo-group, the Alto/skater-group, the Gothic-group, the nerds, a bunch of bitches, and then there's my group. Kayren and friends. I'm known as a rebel, and I don't care.

How about you. Do you belong to a group or are you different? Are you the hop-along (funny word) or are you the leader of your own life? A couple of years ago I wanted to belong to a group. I wanted to be populair. But life isn't about attention and popularity. It's about having good friends (not people that order you around, or follow you around.) and having fun and about leading your own life. Deciding for yourself what's right or wrong...

I learned it. Those people ordered me around. Kayren do this, Kayren do that. I didn't like it anymore. So one day I said no. That day I ended up being bullied. And I finally realized that I made a mistake. Not saying no, but belonging to a group.

So I ask you. Do you want to belong to a group? Do you want to be a hop-along? Or do you lead your own life?

Decide for yourself, but always remember the consequences...