Teh, he's a ******** Josh rant for you. stare
He leaves in his journal how I wont' tank him anymore on RO. What the ******** is his problem?! I mean he gets mad at me for assuming and he does it with an issue he ******** KNOWS I am going to get highly ******** pissed about. I said I would tank him to sin and I ******** meant it. Not for money or jewels or cars but because he's my friend and I wanted to!!!! stare
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******** you. Go ******** yourself. Have a nice ******** time a*****e. stare </center>
...I dunno. Josh doesn't make sense at all to me.
I want Josh.
Doesn't he see that?
Haven't I made enough depressing entry's about how madly I am inlove with him and how much I want us to be togeher?
I mean, maybe I should just link back to them or something?
I don't get what he wants, and he doesn't know what he wants either. Thus makiing the situation more unbareable.
I wanna be with Josh. YOU ******** HEAR THAT?! I WANT TO BE YOURS AND ONLY YOURS JOSH. ******** ISAAC CHRIS SHADOW KEVIN BLAH BLAH BLAH BECAUSE I WANT TO BE YOURS AND NO ONE ELSES!!!!
Ok?
Please understand that...
I dunno what else to do to get it through your thick frigign skull that I want you and only you Josh. Your the only person I love like that.
You just don't see how...demorlizing it is to talk about you like this. Your nto my boyfriend and I'm raving on like some friggin obsessed fangirl adn taht is not healthy at all. sad Is that what you want me to be Josh? Your screaming raving fangirl? ...I mean, unless I'm your girl your not gettin that outta me.... sweatdrop
So yea, to the many guys I know my only love intrest is Josh. So deal with it. I don't want or need anyone else and I wont take this entry down---I won't mak another entry here until he comments or something.
I do love you Josh, I mean it with all my heart or else I wouldnt' be going through this for the sake of maybe being yours again.
Talk to you soon. heart
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