I feel so sick right now.
I don't know whats wrong with me but I am ill, once again. The Capricorn thing was wrong I am not in good health...
I always get this nausiation when the seasons change...and its times like this I start to miss Greg. I used to call him and whine until he came over and cuddled with me and rubbed my tummy till I felt better. Everything was so simple back then...everythign now is just a complicated mess of me trying to do what I think will make me happy. I make such poor decisions...
I won't sleep till I am base 45, though...that is today's goal. Maybe job 34 since its next in suit. Tommrow I will make dancer, with or without anyone's help. Althogh Isaac did promise to tank me and stuff which he has not done...
I made this dancer for him and his WOE guild and now I regret it.
No word from Chris today...which sucks, because I wanted to tell him about my dream so badly. I miss him now...this dream has me so messed up over him.
This is taking time from leveling...so back to RO so I can sleep again...
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