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Today I was at practice and I was just you know doing the workout trying to make the times my coach told us to reach than something different happened. The parents of the guy I liked came. Yes they do know me especially the mom is kinda obsessed with anyone who is around her sons. eek SHE SCARES ME!!!
Anyways this isn't the same guy I attempted to confess to by the way. I have actually have liked this guy for about 2+years I guess you could say. We are kinda like rivals and such. We hate each other is how we act towards each other. He always acts all cool compared to me its just nice you could say. Its like one of those romance animes you know what I mean it gives you a nice feeling even though the situation did not seem to work out.
Today I found out he is joining our team. Even though he gave me all this hot air about he is joining this other team that is suppose to be so much better than the one I'm on and blah blah blah. (Also the team he said was going to join lost to my team at the state competition) KYAAA!!! I am so excited!!!!! I especially wanted him to join our team because I know I will push myself more during practice knowing that he he is there and he also pushes me. He gives me that reverse encouragement like "Oh I could so make that time easy." You know stuff like that. The thing is my coach noticed I was a little too interested in the matter and asked if I liked him and I said yes because there is no harm in her knowing though the bad part is now is for who ever was listening knows I like him which is kinda weird though it doesn't bother me at the same time. I am proud of liking a guy like him to me he is a great person he doesn't have to like me I just know that he is someone that can help me especially during practice.
We use to always have a summer activity together though this year is different since everyone is going to different high schools and the activity we were both enrolled in was only for middle school students. I guess someone really wants me to be with him huh???
(Thank you god, your my buddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)