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I spent most of last night sitting and thinking. Even though I was on my comp I didn't remember to update my journal. Tonight up to this point, I spent the night crying. Have you ever been thinking about your old girlfriend, that no matter how many people tell you "you have to move on" and you don't want to because you still love her, and then you started thinking about what her life will be like. Who will she go out with? Will she like him more than me? Will we ever get back together? And then the tears start coming.... Like now....

All I can say is that, for a couple our age, our love was uncommon. We loved each other more than any other couple our age could ever love each other. And for some reason, I think she still loves me. I don't know how or why, but deep down, I think she still loves me. Its just a hunch...

Goodnight