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Ever since my ex went to camp, which I think was sometime at the beginning of August, and as the first day of school approaches, Ive been feeling a more and more of an emptiness inside of me. It hurts so badly, because when you think that you have developed a bond with someone, and that bond is strong, and because I'm not going out with her anymore, my bond with her seems fractured. All through this summer, this tightly woven friendship, this tightly woven partnership, us to close lovers, have broken apart, and have drifted apart. It hurts so much when you think you have no one. And she still means so much to me. sad

In other news I go back to school next week Wednesday. I got my supplies and I'm going to put everything in my locker tomorrow. I should also start falling asleep earlier, because if I don't, I'm probably going to kill myself waking up at 6:30 every morning during the school year.

I should go to sleep. Goodnight all