...i just.
Honestly, what the ********.
I really haven't felt this way in a few years.
A friend of five years, went on Vacation on wednesday.
I'm happy for her. I can never tell if she's really happy or not,
but I know she's having fun right now.
And I spent time with another friend who I love to death, but I don't see often enough.
While we're hanging out, my mom calls. She's extremely upset, and she tells me that she's moving away. Just. Leaving. That itself was a blow I couldn't take.
And on the thursday, appearantly, she's fine and isn't moving anymore. It really made me come to terms with the little known fact to people I know that she's become a drug addict. only OTC stuff. But she does ******** stupid things to get it.
then, it turns out two people who I thought were best friends, apperantly, don't think so.
I have a few days off from school, and a few projects to do.
but I'm taking a day with my iPod and I'll just ride the train.
I just really want to be alone for a while.
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