but it's the same feeling
I don't know where I stand.
I've been going through things, just as the come, not really feeling anything.
I just pretend and hope I feel something, sometime.
I have a pretty new job, started at the end of November.
And at the start of January, I became the Assistant Manager.
and I don't know what I want.
I see all these students, and I wish I was like them.
Having class, having tests, teachers, and all of that.
I'm so young, the second youngest out of all the people who work there.
Under 20, I'm the only one who isn't a student.
I have many things I want to do,
but I don't know if I ever will.
and that scares me.
I really just want to buy a one-way ticket somewhere,
and just go.
start over, fresh, away.
it would be... new.
and unexpected.
and no matter how scary it is,
I'd have no choice but to go forward.
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take me with you
this life is killing me.