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i was looking forward to spring break for along time thinking that im going to have a great time. [******** NO!!!!!! it has to be ruined.... it had to be ruined!!!! i thought that i was going to have a great time hanging out with my friend jeff and other people to but NO!!! everyone has to annoy the s**t out of me!!!! i mean really im 17 going on 18 here soon and i cant ******** walk around a small town without having any adults up my a**!!! im just plain sick and tired of it!!!! i cant even ******** hang out with jeff without anyone sticking their nose in our conversations. i cant even be with him to hang out just to talk!!! people r pushing me saying annoying s**t about me and jeff its too much!!!! and on top of thar i have a headache and im so depressed that i cant stand it nm!!! robert is ignoring me still and it is breaking my heart!!! i cant stand this s**t!!!! of course its one of those times when u think hey i cant wait for this day because its going to be so ******** awsome then s**t happens and ruins that day!!!! i ******** hate it!!!!! i was so looking forward to this for nothing... NOTHING AT ALL!!!!! i was getting to ahppy about small s**t but i cant stay happy... i have to stay miserable my whole life!!!! and no 1 understands me no one at all!!! my spring break is just ******** ruined 4 me. i might as well shout the ******** up anymore cause what ever i say it goes the opposite and it goes bad. its always goes from bad to worse it could never go from bad to good. NEVER!!!