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I ******** up so much now and all I can do is cry and shake and s**t I wish I had someone to hold me and tell me it'll all be okay but i don't and i feel like such a ******** ditz

Me and Shadow were talkin on Yahoo and we were just talkin about just stuff. Like I'm a real sexual person so I like to talk about it and we were talkin about it jokinly and he just got quiet. And so I asked what was wrong and then someone came up and well...the conversation went like this exactly.

Courtney : Ooo
Courtney : You in trouble?
Chris : u betcha he's in trouble
Courtney : XP
Chris : what kind of s**t r u 2 doing???!!!!!
Courtney : Oy, here we go
Courtney : Nothing, ma'm
Chris : how old r u
Courtney : How old are you?
Courtney : And to whom am I speaking to
Chris : I'm his MOTHER!!!!
Courtney : Hello, eh...
Chris : This is the last time u will be conversing with my son
Courtney : Aww c'mon Mrs. Chris's mom
Courtney : He's like my best friend...
Chris : goodbye sicko
Courtney : No good bye
Chris : get a life
Courtney : Your really going to make him go away?
Courtney : Thats so not cool
Chris has signed out. (11/29/2004 10:07 PM)

cry We were just chatting thats all and she bitched out and now I can't ever talk to him again and I don't know whart the ******** I am supppose to do now.

I can't stop crying he's my best friend an dnow he's goen cry all becuase of me i'm such a ******** up person i'm so sorry shadow didnt mean for this to happen i'm so sorry so sorry