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If I had one wish..

I think I would wish to meet a person who truly cares about me, loves me unconditionally, won't force me to change myself, and will always be by my side no matter what. I may be a little selfish for wishing for something like that, but I need it. I don't entirely see what purpose I pose without someone relying on me, needing me during the toughest of times. People may tell me I have another purpose, but I will never feel content without that one person. Sometimes I wonder if I've already met them and they just don't have the courage to tell me their true feelings, or haven't realized it. If they do not have the courage they should give it a try, I don't exactly deny someones feelings without giving them a chance. But, it's what I need, to stop giving up so completely. For now I feel alone, truly alone.

I'm not entirely sure why I chose to write this. My first instinct was to write about how beautiful the snow is where I live, and how it captivates me. But, I thought this may be a better subject. I don't know, maybe I'll save that other topic for another day.