It's almost been a year since he first asked me out. heart Much has changed about the way I act, but I don't think the way I think has changed at all. I now act a lot like my love, and I'm even less shy which is a good thing, but my mind still ticks away just as it used to, at least I think so. He insists that it does not, thanks to him, but I refuse to admit so. I even think he just helped me unlock a dormant side of me that was blocked by my shyness. I do act a lot like him though, still. I'm not near as quick witted though. I still reserve my truely deep thoughts inside which convinces me I'm still the same on the inside.
Something that really makes me wonder is how his suggestions effect me. This is wierd to me because I hate admitting that someone else has control over me. sweatdrop Sometimes he points out a change of mind that indicates weak will. My mind really only bends to him. It's sort of strange to me, because I used to have such an independant streak. Now, I feel like I really am the pet. The strangest thing of all, is that I'm okay with it.
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