...Josh broke up with me.
I am hurt beyond what words can describe. I thought we had something special, I thought I meant something to him, but I was wrong...
...and I am ok with that. If this is what it takes to make him happy...then I have to do it. Josh doesn't want me...gotta get over that....I love him and I mean it so much...but if this makes him happy, then so be it. Just get over it...just keep tellin myself that....
::sigh:: So yea...we broke up 'cause he's insecure. I think thats why we did...I dunno...he kicked me from teh guild gave me back my s**t and told me it was over. sad I cried for hours....I've never been dumped before so this is new to me...its so strange...
Isaac is comforting me, now...I feel...okayish...
Josh told me to just go to Isaac...I dunno if I should do what he asked or not...::sigh:: My head hurt and I felt dizzy all day today, and now this s**t with Josh happened. Strange thing is, now it happened my head doesn't feel weird anymore...
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:: hugs :: Love ya Luma...
I'm sorry that these things happen- I know how they majorly suck.
All I can say is that you'll find someone better. If you ask me, I've been through enough failed relationships in my last four years of high school to do me the rest of my life. But... I think I know Tony is better than that. (Listen to me, wouldja? "I think I know?" That's very re-assurin'. o_O; ) He is...
You see, we learn something- ever so small- from everyone. And we grow and change, and something even better will come along. Even if you think he's the biggest fish in the sea right now- feelin's will change- and someone else'll swim by.
:: hugs again :: Like I said again, I'm sorry. PM me if you need anything, okay?