<center>I am so close I can smell him...
If all of what my kiko has said is true, then it is I who was weak. I could not see past her illusions and mind games. Tricked by a dose of my very own medicine. She is more like me than I anticipated, after all.
It won't be much longer now...
But I have taken her in again. Her and her egg. What she intends to do with that thing, I do not know. But it is hers, and she loves it. Therefore, I shall protect it as I do her. I never thought I would take her with me to find this man I seek. Truly...I do not want him to know her. For that, in itself, would put my lovely in danger. And by my lovely, I do mean Liandria. My dear sister. My only family.
I can almost taste him...
Sometimes I do wonder why I am even persuing this. Why I seek the one that I do. I used to know. I used to know quite well why I sought out the mad man Necromancer. But now that I think of it. I have almost become what I so loathed just those few years before. Truly, I have lost my grip on things. On myself. I no longer own my body, but almost watch it as a spectator. I do things on a whim, I kill or love on sight. Perhaps this is unhealthy. ...yet I have nothing to lose. I myself am gone, for I have lost my mind. I have nothing to lose, but my sister. And even that, I am unsure of. She is different, but it means less and less to me. Yes, I love her, and perhaps that is why I do not care much about how she acts or speaks to me. Perhaps that is it. But she can fend for herself. I should not play mother. She would not want that.
It is almost frightening, this irony in which I have so lost myself...</center>
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Method Behind the Madness
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