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So much stuff, so little time
SO much has happened. I meant to put more here in my blog on Gaia but I've been so busy within the past year. www.myspace.com/metalmaster2004 is my real blog so I'll just type in here occasionally because nobody really reads blogs here on Gaia. It's hard for me to be on cause I don't have broadband I only have Dial-up. Let's see what has hapened....me and my gf Sarah are still together which is a plus she is so awesome and I love her a lot. It's hard to be so far away from her but that's what life threw at me so I will take it. Sometimes she can be a litle dramatic and she talks about being depressed when she makes herself depressed so I don't knwo what to think other than love her anyways and help her. The band is great. We've had some hard times lately and it's kinda killed the spirit of it. We might/will be looking for a new rythm guitarist and a drummer soon.....really soon. I'm still unemployed. It seems my vision problem keeps me from getting hired although I have so many different skills. I don't get it but o well that's life I suppose. My grandmother died at teh beginning of last month. It's been hard but luckily I was with Sarah when it happened and she cheered me up and helped em through it. It still feels lonely here. It feels so odd for her not to be here she was such a big part of my life and my heart. All I've got to keep my company is my love for Sarah and my music....the only company that I need. It's hard to grow up sometimes but nonetheless whether you like it or not you have to grow up and if you don't you will fail. I want to be so successful in my life and basically I have been a pretty big success. Where the doctors told my parents I woudl never see when I was a baby miraculously I can see, I have awesome art and music abilities along with mad computer skills, I have family: friends: and a gf that love me. But through all that I want to be somewhat financially successful if I could only land some work. If only some miracle would happen. I'm sure something will. I know it within my heart.
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