I still like you as a friend.
I'm at an awkward stage in my life right now.
I've decided that I don't like meat. I only eat chicken, because if I cut out all the meat from my diet my family will freak.
we cook with beef and pork almost everyday in foods class, and just the sight of it actually makes me want to vomit.
Surprisingly, the teachers okay with it.
She's like "we'll use chicken next time." or "I'm really sorry, I forgot. Next thing will be pretty vegetarian."
I assure them that I don't mind. I chose to take foods, and I knew we'd cook alot of things I wouldn't like.
It's weird. I don't normally feel this loved by people. They seem to actually care about what I'm like, and what I like. At a party the other night, my friend was like "We'll get a meat loves pizza, and joel, you're okay with ham and pineapple, right?" and I'm like "Actually...no, but it's fine, I'm not too hungry." and she was like "Oh, no, let's get a veggie then."
I dunno. I don't know if I like the feeling.
today was fairly awkward.
I feel like sexuality is an important thing to most people, but to me it's not.
I don't feel the need to tell people, even my friends.
I'm sure some of them think it already without me telling them, but whatever.
I feel like i have another crush.
******** lame. I don't want that, again.
I hate having crushes.
I've been in a real, "******** you" mood lately.
I've been a huge a*****e lately. To alot of people.
I'm usually an a*****e, but lately its even worse.
I dunno. Maybe it's cause I'm more confident, which, is a good thing.
But its not a good thing that I'm an a*****e cause of it.
I'm usually just being sarcastic, but some people might not catch on.
I've decided that there's someone I could stand never talking to again.
I wrote 1697 words for my NaNoWriMo today.
So far so good.
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