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Just so people don't start asking questions, this story is not about me. I repeat, NOT.ABOUT.ME. It just randomly came to mind one day when I was bored on a balcony. Oh,&& also, I am not emo. Never have been, never will be. I am a very happy person:]
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The gray mist surrounds my feet, enveloped in wet dirt and piercing twigs.
I search for you and your embrace, but my imagination won't conjure up the once reality.
My hands slowly stretch forward, knowing and understanding that nothing was there.
Nothing would ever be there.
How I longed for our fingers to be entangled. Our bodies to be twisted.
These hands were molded to hold yours. This figure has your fingerprints. I'm stained with the love you once gave. Imprinted with memories.
And then,
you're gone.
Disappeared. Everything we once were, vanished.
My heart has been shredded;painfully beating the memories of love & loss.
My battered life has a voice, and it never ceases to say "Lies. It was all Lies. You're unwanted. Unwantable. Unloved. Every hold was a lie."
Rewind, Repeat. Rewind, Repeat.
You destroyed me. You were my solitary reason for living - my answer to everything. Jagged heartbeats and raining tears say otherwise.
And then I collapse, ravaging the tear-stained skin and clawing it with pieces of earth, saying hello and goodbye to my Red Silhouette that embraces me with the last of my heartbeats.