completly falling apart...and very super heart broken </3 my bf is being wrongly imprisoned right now and he might not be out for a couple of weeks. and if anyone wants to say to get over it that i will be fine he will fine or that i will be fine or that a few weeks isnt much that i shouldnt be all upset or any of that s**t then dont say anything to me (even tho its obvious that no one gives a ******** to read my s**t) but still dont because its obvoius that u have never been thro so much pain... all i want to do is cry... i cant eat...i cant think straight im just so hurt, depressed, lonely, needing him, wanting him back, and alot of other s**t going on... all i keep thinking to myself is that i miss him, i want him back, y does those mother ******** always try to sepreat us, y did they lie and made him go to jail... tons of s**t. im falling apart... i want him back... i want to cry so much because i feel so very upset... i cant stand it... time is just going by slow on purpose... just to watch me suffer in sadness and being heart broken and having depression... all of this will go away when he gets out of jail... but until then i am miserable inside im brokenhearted and i just cant stand this pain... ITS JUST TO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to cry every min. now........ im so depressed and miserable....
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This is my first time playing this game. its ok its just kind of hard to find some friends. but if anyone is reading this im a very nice person also very shy but i can get over my shyness very fast. i do have a bf so im not single. so guys dont try to ask me out cause my bf will get really pissed off if someone is trying to ask me out. and trust me he is very scary when he is pissed off. trust me i witness it before not a pretty site lol. but whoever this is that is reading if this if anyone is i hope so than plz think about being my friend. if u want to learn more about me i will be more than happy to answer some question that some of u might want to ask me. but i wont be on that much only on weekends. well i g2g so that i can try this game out and hopefully find more friends i only have one right now. but i guess that one is better than nothing huh?
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