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PheonixFlare
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I give up....
So yeah, I have given up. On what you ask? Well, I have given up on finding a girlfriend. I mean lately it seems like every time I try to open up to a girl or anything like that she does the whole little tease thing. I'm tired of being used and abused like that it's bullshit. I would like to find someone but frankly it's just annoyying.

The other thing is that all the people on gaia... I do not think that I will be wanting to date you all. It's nothing personal but I want to be with someone who lives within my area. I really miss holding onto a person and looking into their eyes and knowing that they love me. That's the thing that I miss the most. So the entire thing of distance, I can't see how anyone could truely love a person unless they have physically been in close contact with the person.

I'm kind of sorry that I can't date you all because you are the coolest people I have met, and a lot of you are awsome people. However, the distance thing is what really kills it. Like I said in the last part it really kills it. Unlike all that people have messed with me for the last time and frankly a lot of girls need to figure out what in the hell they want and stop being iffy with me. However, me on the other hand I simply want what's best for me and my friends so I figure the best way is to just give up for now and stop trying. Sure there is the "when you get knocked down stand up" thing, but frankly I've had it with standing up and having people use and abuse me. So frankly I'm just going to close up shop and tell you all that untill further notice i'm going to be single for awhile since girls can't figure out what they want from me, so I can't figure out what girls want. If you want to comment, call me an a*****e... whatever... go ahead.
Later all,
J.T.





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Dreamless Fayth
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comment Commented on: Fri Aug 04, 2006 @ 10:54am
That is so true. *ha I am bashing on my own sex xd * but yeah some girls don't know what they want. I hope you find the one that loves you, and that will treat you the way you want to be treated.


comment Commented on: Fri Aug 04, 2006 @ 01:56pm
I second what Demonic_Fire_Fox said, its true a lot of teenager girls half the time either don't know what they want or are so stuck on some other guy (usually jocks) that they don't see what else is going on around them. You shouldn't give up on girls too easily, I mean there are those of us who could give a damn what you look like as long as your sweet and kind. Hell, myself for example, I try to go out of my way to offer to help with things, i.e. cleaning etc. Maybe because I went through that bitchy teenage phase and I just wanna please my boyfriend, I don't know. But there are some girls out there who are willing to do just about anything for you. Whether your interested in them or not is a whole other ballgame in itself. But you shouldn't give up, not all teenage girls are that awful. And now suddenly I've come to realize why some of my fifteen and sixteen year old female friends have decided to date guys that are in their twenties and the like. I mean you have to understand on the same respect a lot of guys are exactly like the way the girls act, I've seen guys drool over models and cheerleaders. I grew up with the cheerleading captain of my school, she's my, now 21 year old, sister. Perhaps you should join my friends and I sometime on Furcadia, I know its not your thing but maybe you'll meet a nice girl. There are some really friendly people on there, and even if you don't at least I'll be around..except when I work..>.> But yes...I must say this...teenage girls suck! Not all of them..just about 80%.



Aryline C. Winterbourne
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kittygomeow
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comment Commented on: Tue Aug 08, 2006 @ 07:22pm
Sounds kinda depressing.

Put a smile on, and hug the world! ^_^

Okay, enough of that.


comment Commented on: Wed Aug 16, 2006 @ 08:52pm
I completely agree with you. It's nicer to be able to hold on to someone.



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