I actually have avoided writing journal entries for quite some time but I am finding I need to release a lot of pent up frustration I am having with some "friends". All of them being the kinds of "friends" who would be more than willing to use and abuse a friendship than to be good friends. Considering every day of the week they come over to my house and the first thing they do is go outside to go and smoke hookah together and use my house's electricity for their computers ect. Neither one of them bothers to consider asking me if they can come over and I have began to initiate a policy of ask first or I won't open the ******** door. They also don't ask ME if they can come over to MY house. They ask my friend if they can come over, instead of actually letting me know. Either that or he invites them to MY house, so suddenly it becomes my responsibility to take care of them. It drives me absolutely crazy.
I also love how we spend nearly $200 in soda every other ******** week and out of that I drink maybe one bottle to myself. While they just chug it all down for themselves. This wouldn't be a problem but they are mostly jobless and love to just use my house as they desire. It is completely unfair and inconsiderate of me. I miss friends who actually were friends and didn't want to just use my s**t for their own uses. If this continues I will begin to tell them they can't hang around for an entire couple of weeks at least.
Another thing I am finding is that they have no motivation to find work or to help around. I asked two of them to mow my lawn and they told me "tough s**t do it yourself" then proceeded to come inside. They have no consideration for me and even late at night because they are irresponsible night owls who cannot handle college they will play music really loud. I tell them to keep it down because I have class in the morning and about 30 minutes later they blast it AGAIN and it's the same damn music I have heard about 20 million times already.
They have no respect for me having me time either, I was watching a show and then they decided that they wanted to just listen to music and so they just turned on their music and turned it up on me. OVER my show I was already in the middle of. Like how about some ******** consideration I didn't ask you to blast your music into my ears so why are you doing that when I am watching some television. They also eat all of my food and pretty much are locusts to my house.
For several months now I have found random dishes scattered about and uncared for. My back padio has ash marks from the hookah they keep smoking since they drop the coals to the ground and grind them out with their boot. I constantly am cleaning up after the horde of locusts and ogres ruining my domicile and I have had enough. I am going to start telling them no, and I am going to have a word with their "leader" about it and telling him "look I am getting tired of the abuse and you all need to either start doing something to help around the house, or find somewhere else to go because it isn't my job to be your mother" I think this would be the best way for me to get over this I am just so tired of it. It's serious abuse and I can't stand it anymore. I just want to friggen get through school and get work.
I have enough stress from school, I really don't need more from abusive assholes who are basically using the excuse of "my life sucks" to s**t all over me. I don't know what to do anymore.
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