Memories Live...
By Hi-tek and Talib kweli
not much has really been on my mind lately so i haven't realy been on or done much worth mentioneing except work and doodle. but still, just feel like being refective even for a moment or two. this will be a short one i'm sure, but yea.
anyways, personaly i'm fine, which means i'm still adjusting myself to life and trying to gain a sense of were i stand as a person while realizing i'm not an indivisual but a part of a vast puzzle that we call life. i'm just as important and insignifigant as the person beside me. our worths are equal, meaning no ones better or worser than anyone unless we ourselves determine it to be so. you hold more power than you truely realize soemtimes. not alot of people desire to open that side of them, most fail to even realize whats infront of them until they're much older. but not to get off subject..well actualy there is noreal subject, just babble as usuals. lol, but yea just tring to find myself internal and outwardly aswell. and generaly trying to better myself towards what i veiw as being a man so that when that day does come when i'm holdig my daughter in my arms, i can feel some reasurance that i'll be able to be there always for her, be able to support her and her mother and just give her the nessisities she needs inorder to suceeed in this world thats growing colder by each secound.
indirectly, i feel alot of things are in motion within the minds of the people (AKA: the worlds finaly looking in the mirror and realizing everythings not as peachy clean as they clam it to be) and , this is just me, but i feel like another inlightement period or rennassance is just around the corner casue we're realizing the norms not goign to work in these days and age. we can't keep turning a blind eye on coruption and leave things int he hands of others then complain when they mess up. its sorta like when i was in highschool and the football team lost every game they had while the basketball team (which was made of generaly the same people) were undefeated. they'd say this and that about the football team, but they'd fire back and say unless you're out ther yourself doing something, you can't really complain about nothing, and thats true on alot of levels. but i won't dive too far into it now. i just think we as a unit, aswell as indivisualy should try to better ourselves and do what little we can within the communities we live in instead of always leaving it on the shoulders of others.
i sorta had to take a look in the mirror myself adn see that i try to carry the weight of everyone and yet when people come to my aid i push them away or just write it off as no big deal, despite the weght on my back. but i'm grateful for the poeple that god choose to surround me with and threw them and you, i continue to grow and learn each day of my life. i fall short alot but thats just life, its not alwyas sunshine and candy canes, sometimes its soggy milk and dried up leftovers....
lol anywys, hmmm well i guess thats it. not much has happend in my life thats worth mentioning realy and nothing new really happens to me so, yea. til next time i suppose.
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