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I've found a small calm in my depression after going to the coffee, house, though this usually happens.. I think its because the mask I put on when I go there.. Unfortunately when I leave that mask slowly dissolves.. Usually when it dissolves I usually fall back down into depression.. I try to keep my mood up, but it just usually doesn't happen.. I've been doing my best to at least keep this calm mood, its not happy but its better than sadness.. I'm not sure what I'm going to be doing now, other than a little reading, but I hope that it won't cause me to fall back down into depression.. I'm going to try and keep like this at least the best I can.. I guess if I fall back down it will happen.. I just hope it won't stay..