Dear Mother and Father,
you never seemed to bother,
to ask what was going on.
I went to see the counselor,
but she helped no more,
after i sang my song.
I said sorry to Karen and Lina,
took the pill with aquafina,
but it had been sitting far too long.
I tried to cry my eyes out,
but never did you know what it was about,
when you saw the red marks on my sleeve.
I wondered about my lifespan,
not my mind, but my heart ran,
my soul had no other way to grieve.
My mind sat in the meadows,
in the vallies deep and low,
I wish that I could leave.
I have tried so many times,
to get rid of any chimes,
that made my ears stay put.
I needed to let go,
long before this scary show,
but my mind was clogged with soot.
The drain pipe from my imaination,
once created much sensation,
now only sunken to my foot.
The deadly gas inside me,
anger resting readily,
but never saw my future.
My life so filled with darkness,
the knife's tip loaded with sharpness,
what a horrible mental picture.
Touch my face once more so sweet and brisk,
not my life that I shall risk,
but my sweet and wholesome future.
Goodbye, sweet Mother and Father,
since you never seemed to bother,
to ask me why.
Goodbye sweet friends and family,
my heart wasn't ready for reality,
now this is my last note before I die.
Before I only kidded,
but the brakes squalled and skidded,
on the rough surface of his lie.
Shimmering Ice Comet Community Member 
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